Monday, December 10, 2012

The Sun will come out..... TOMORROW

So I was on a blogging streak and then....well, you know?! Life happened.  For the last few days I have had " the sun will come out...tomorrow" song stuck in my brain.  I don't think it's a coincidence or the weather.  I have been overwhelmed and stressed to say the least.  I hate filtering my problems out via the internet but it feels so good to just sit down and write.  To share it...makes me feel as though maybe, just maybe, I will strike a nerve with someone who feels the same way and won't feel so alone.  I think baby #3 really threw me for a loop.  I stopped doing all the things in my life that I truly know will make me happy.  I stopped setting healthy boundaries and a healthy balance.  With my personality these things are sooooo important.  I am the type of person who has to remember the phrase "HALT" like it is my religion.  The second  I am, Hungry, Angry, Lonely and Tired, well, I have to put my self in check.  It's kind of like the whole finance game goes "pay yourself before you pay your bills".  I cant begin to take care of my husband and children if I am not taking care of myself.  So, with the New Year approaching, I suppose I have a few resolutions to set in place.  Until then, the sun WILL come out.  It always does.  I just have to have FAITH!